Thursday, 27 December 2012



if they censor, it's not zen, i don't know of an uncensored zen site or blog except this


Wednesday, 19 December 2012



explaining  to adam his friends and enemies problem, lol it's odd that i am the person he really is banning : o)


Saturday, 15 December 2012



sadly, adam tebbe has proved to be the usual sort of zen flake and banned me from sweeping zen for this comment on facebook


he also deleted all my words of wisdom which shows the sort of arsehole and buddhist bum reamer he is : o)


fortunately i have saved all my posts which are below the link on the same page


the sort zen they imagine is like the unitarian church : o)


Monday, 3 December 2012



this is marvellous! i have just been working out the  physics  of my vision with the 6th patriarch !


Monday, 19 November 2012



what i have noticed with these people (ed. neo-advaita/non duality) is they are very free with the word death, but they are absolutely bloody mice in life




jeff foster spinning the crap on his  facebook  page


"A "no", spoken in clarity and truth, without hate, without violence, without attachment to any outcome, without trying to hold up any image of yourself, is really a great big YES to life. A few days ago I had to ban someone from my Facebook page, someone who had been going around abusing other members for months, calling them "mentally ill" and so on, and who ignored all of my fair warnings and offers of help. This is a great example of a "no" coming from a deeper YES."


honestly what a load of self serving specious crap!


i called you and those endless fakes and retards on your page on it and lacking any real understanding or strength you just did what you could which was ban me !


Thursday, 15 November 2012



well jeff foster cracked and "deep acceptance" apparently excludes me and what i say, if you want to read the stuff he banned me for, it's here

it's always the same story, words are easy but actions somehow seem to be opposite :o)




an ultra violent  koan   : o )


Saturday, 3 November 2012



a tree, a city of leaves rustling in the breeze


full version with  audio


Monday, 29 October 2012

Friday, 19 October 2012


when you get enlightened you'll never do zazen again, but you will never get enlightened so you will always be doing zazen : o)

Saturday, 6 October 2012



ok fred that's a good quote by dogen, one gets these glimpses to see that overall he had a good idea of what it was about : o )


don't get screwed up on lucid dreaming, it is to be avoided and can rewire the brain increasing insomnia : o)


“Awake/awakening and dreaming are from the beginning one suchness, the genuine reality. The buddha dharma, even if it were an analogy, is the genuine reality. As it is not an analogy, made king in the dream is the reality of the buddha dharma.”


my sorta re-translation/reply


awake and dreaming are from the beginning complete!


infinity is complete !


andrew being made 7th patriarch in a vision is reality!


Wednesday, 26 September 2012

Tuesday, 18 September 2012

Sunday, 16 September 2012



a sequence of posts on the  problems   with zazen and other matters i have been doing on  zafu  frog's blog


Thursday, 13 September 2012



poor little masturbators on brad warners's new wanking zen  blog  , “big daddy” seems reluctant to post, even he gets repulsed by their crap?


maybe brad is worn out from all the sex at tassajara or has found unity with a pizza lunch?


or maybe the "brad warner complains to the seventh patriarch"   video  has got though his 7 inch thick   rinocherous  hide a bit


stay tuned...............


they need a new fresh post there brad from you to validate their discusting semen, it so sickens even them that need you to cover for them !


what you are doing one might well ask................................................................................


the real zen masters of old could reply to this sort of thing but the flakes these days just hide and ignore, whimpering into their borritos, pizzas and miso soup, thats why I SACKED THEM ALL !


Saturday, 8 September 2012



leonard cohen has become  demented


absolute crap, suffering the usual zen/advaita delusions, lack of smarts about life , all the same problem, his accountant (a woman) ripped off his cash you know ;o)



at his  best


unfortutnately he was always into voynich, “suzanne”  is not meaningful  : o )


Thursday, 23 August 2012



the bottom line is can we embrace being hurt in an intelligent constructive way  : o )


this is of course beyond you lot  : o )


this is the real letting go of the self, not the spaced out blather of zen and advaita and the arrant nonsense of christianity




herman melville in  jerusalem

i was thinking that advaita, zen and religion generally were like melville's experience of jerusalem

all the gloss of a lot of history and the associations and stories in the bible, but the reality is an unattractive arid city with alot of stone, muggers and petty thieves ; O)

and
actually

the

heartless

brutality

if

you

can

see

it

:

o

)


Saturday, 18 August 2012



the fifth noble truth is anyone who believes the four noble truths is so immersed in bullshit they don't know what the truth is !

:

o

)


the fifth noble truth is anyone who believes the four noble truths is so immersed in bullshit they don't know what truth is !

:

o

)


Thursday, 2 August 2012

Sunday, 22 July 2012



people pay $4000 for a weekend of obscuring crap and when it comes to the real thing, ie this blog they are too scared to comment if they even glance at what they get hurt by !


(ed. genpo merzel weekend retreat)


the modern 'spiritual' scene is just unbelievable, crap and flowery bullshit so thick you can swim in it dovetailed with personal unreality so high it's pyschotic !


Wednesday, 18 July 2012



it really amazes me what some of you guys think zen is about, some sort of zazen hypnosis to render the illusion of the suburban dream liveable !


Sunday, 15 July 2012



can't believe it, is anyone in zen real and not the censoring fakes that it seems to be almost entirely composed of!


yes, adam tebbe has removed my reply, the one bit of useful advice he will ever get !




adam tebbe, the editor and owner of " sleeping  zen" is complaining of depression,


i have replied to him offering my usual helpful but unwanted advice, can't even be sure he will not flick it off and not let it up in the comments


well


my


reply


is


"yeah, all the usual ineffectual advice, you really have to look at effective dietary changes and supplementation as per my compendium and BCD diet


like abit of fish oil can help and some midday summer sun on the skin !


all written up in this  website


sweeping zen is itself a cause and a product of depression, i don't think you will understand that, but maybe oneday !"


Sunday, 8 July 2012



brad warner is a fake, no wonder i sacked him : o)


deleted my tweet reply to him


he seems to be a bit sensitive to me being the 7th patriarch and him now without certification : o )


Thursday, 28 June 2012



when you do art and i even include embroidery ; o )  you somehow leave the world of conventional meaning and in itself it's a better explanation of infinity than all the religious nonsense about god, buddha and the bleary advaita patter


Thursday, 21 June 2012



i was thinking of making a "supreme wanker" award for the new hardcore zen blog, the three finalists are jinzang, ted and fred wih brad a lame 4th


it's a close finish, but TED is a clear winner : o )


fred is just a bit insane to be clearly only a supreme wanker




squash


Tuesday, 12 June 2012

Sunday, 3 June 2012



unbelievable that brad warner and mike cross have finally shown themselves sensitive to something


mike cross to my criticism of his shobogenzo translation with nishijima (he called me a "twat")


brad warner to my excommunication post and the shall we say the "personal hygiene" posts most recently on warners blog (he's not passed any posts in the last day or two)


what alot of crap zen is that these "accredited" heavies take so much in the way of criticism and in brad's case insult to make them take any notice !


in brad's case the comments section has been costing him book and audio sales through alienating the usual morons which make up the vast majority of potential buyers


Thursday, 31 May 2012



my problem with posting in the hardcore zen blog is basically i post in good faith and it's not recieved in good faith


it's very damaging to ones self to be in a situation like that


what works is just to read it and not post on it :o )


Thursday, 12 April 2012



“thirty-seven conditions contributing to bodhisattva practice ” no. 29


Tuesday, 10 April 2012



harry when you finish writing a sentence you should be ahead of where you started, not behind


that


is


the


problem !


you can't take a basic like assuming buddha existed historically when he didn't


you


will


never


get

anywhere !


you will notice dogen uses "buddha" metaphorically and not historically !




intellectualize


Saturday, 7 April 2012



dogen  masturbating !


“between the dull and the sharp-witted there is no distinction ”


well that's not true, dogen for sure was dull witted because despite being a monk and having heaps of time he didn't start to "get it" until the end of his life !


whereas  akahito  and basho always got it


Friday, 6 April 2012



god, i hate this quote


Dogen said: "To study the way is to study the self. To study the self is to forget the self"


usual flaky translation and bullshit


my version


"inquiring into the nature of reality is to unpin yourself"




the tempest


what has this to do with zen?


that's for you to figure out !


it's absolutely instrumentally involved !


Monday, 2 April 2012



yeah mice with the lion masks ! f a k e f a k e f a k e


too


scared


to


deal


with


a


real


lion


huh ! ?


Sunday, 1 April 2012



being present is no more an answer than being not !




zen teaching, a remainder of the life time volunteer effort for what

misguide another generation?

does

it

matter

no

.

.

.


Thursday, 22 March 2012



hey dogen knows about patriarch to patriarch transmission like i got !


shiso


Friday, 9 March 2012



this is a link to a post i made on an advaita board discussing the impact that watching trash compared to quality has (the owner watched "hannah"!)


it's the difference between being real and playing, you can see brad warner is "playing", his music and viewing tastes border on the mentally retarded, he even picks teachers to criticise in the same vein


Wednesday, 7 March 2012



the more i learn about circulation, especially about the difficulties with venous pooling below the knee the less i like zazen


infinity or buddha is not going to be constrained by position or movement or non movement or a concept such as meditation !


zazen is an act of disbelief and anesthetization !


Monday, 27 February 2012

Friday, 24 February 2012



honestly what have beads and banging a stupid bowl got to do with  anything 

you are challenged to appear here jun po posei

you are typical of why i deregistered all except three zen teachers !




dogen history


Monday, 20 February 2012



a fairly comprehensive critique of advaita scattered throughout this page (and the previous four)


any person criticized or feels the need to defend the unrestrained wanking of zen and advaita is free to engage here, as i have said before, they/you will be treated fairly, but the cringing yellow bellies are so gutless as to be afraid to show their faces !


Tuesday, 7 February 2012



vision of the sixth patriarch at tullah


plus a BIG table of new homilies just above, a fair portion relating to our strahan trip


including homilies by eileen who has a better speaking voice than me !


Thursday, 2 February 2012


god what a crap artist, snowkitten from the safety of batgap with the schizophrenic rick as overlord !

he must eat his own spew to be like this:

"snowleopard on February 2, 2012 at 7:12 am said:
“Ahh, I see his post was removed” ~ Iam You

Alas, apparently not the suffering and torment. As painful as it is to watch, it perhaps speaks to the point about how someone can come to a site like this, which abounds in and expounds various teachings, practices, ideas and well-intentioned advice about how to relieve suffering, or at least find some equanimity, or peace of mind, and yet it is apparently lost on those who see only the reflection of some inner conflict and angst. Yet another example of how often it seems that one must be brought to the knees in utter surrender, self-doubt, despair and exhaustion, before any insight can begin to fill the void. At which point, the rest just naturally falls into place.

Peace to Andrew"

brought to one's knees in self cock sucking more like you mangy turd !

some-one with some sense called or calling themselves helen posted some sense on the swami premodaya thread


"Fools gonna fool

themselves and other fools"

very elegant : o )

Wednesday, 1 February 2012



in case any of you  batgap  flakes want to  read  what rick deleted today (thurs here, wed night to you)


i will point out and it's the same problem with hardcore zen, at some point they censor because they can't handle what infinity obviously can


in short they are COMPLETE FUCKING FRAUDS


none dared post here yet have they?


Sunday, 8 January 2012



the trouble with zazen is the people who do it all become rigid idiots


zafu frog has removed all my posts from his blog


the history!


Thursday, 5 January 2012

Sunday, 1 January 2012