Wednesday 20 December 2017


this blog is closed to comments permanently


sepehr is driving me insane !


i just got better things to do !


please have some consideration for me, ye narcissists and do not comment !


Tuesday 19 December 2017

this blog is open to comments again


interestingly i have stopped commenting on r|zen, people were coming across from some of the crazy subbreddits (like r|thelema) to tell me how wrong i am and hassle me !


the net is not normal, 50% malfunctional insane but not instutionalised i'd say !


Friday 24 November 2017

blogspot doesn't work that well as a message board



it surprised me that i found after opening zen mystical, that it quickly became infested with the most toxic posters from r|zen and i had to ban just about everyone

i really don't want to be involved in the endless stupid arguments that go on, if people want to do that then why not open a subreddit on your own account rather than waste my time with the endless idiocies that the arguments of people seem to think a useful way to pass the time !

the bottom line is you people don't interest me any more and i am not sure you ever did, i have better things to do and would rather talk to myself than you, its way more productive !

Thursday 23 November 2017

closing this message board to further comments


i really feel like the public discussion aspect is not working out, that i'm just feeding the sharks

the board is closed for comments until further notice, requests for contact info are permitted !

my latest writing

Saturday 11 November 2017

do elephants have souls ? http://www.thenewatlantis.com/publications/do-elephants-have-souls

Tuesday 10 October 2017



a good post by zephyr's cat !

Is there anything intrinsically special about the "stories we tell ourselves" (i.e., our narratives)?

I think this is the most important question facing the modern age. I have thought long and hard about this, and I've come to the conclusion that there's some truth to solipsism. There is no such thing as a collective narrative. There are only individual narratives and perceived overlap, but I believe each narrative is unique unto the individual and the overlap is illusion.

This is the conclusion I have come to. We are entirely alone with the babble of our own minds and nothing more.

Endless dreams within dreams, the history of civilizations dust forevermore.

Wednesday 23 August 2017



forbes on the cryptobubble

"There are now more than 900 different crypto-currencies and crypto-assets on the market, with another launching pretty much every day"