misery

if they censor, it's not zen, i don't know of an uncensored zen site or blog except this

mark and fred

fred and mark

morons

explaining  to adam his friends and enemies problem, lol it's odd that i am the person he really is banning : o)

sadly, adam tebbe has proved to be the usual sort of zen flake and banned me from sweeping zen for this comment on facebook

he also deleted all my words of wisdom which shows the sort of arsehole and buddhist bum reamer he is : o)

fortunately i have saved all my posts which are below the link on the same page

the sort zen they imagine is like the unitarian church : o)

married zen

adam tebbe crying

sasaki

this is marvellous! i have just been working out the  physics  of my vision with the 6th patriarch !

schizophrenia

what i have noticed with these people (ed. neo-advaita/non duality) is they are very free with the word death, but they are absolutely bloody mice in life

jeff foster spinning the crap on his  facebook  page

"A "no", spoken in clarity and truth, without hate, without violence, without attachment to any outcome, without trying to hold up any image of yourself, is really a great big YES to life. A few days ago I had to ban someone from my Facebook page, someone who had been going around abusing other members for months, calling them "mentally ill" and so on, and who ignored all of my fair warnings and offers of help. This is a great example of a "no" coming from a deeper YES."

honestly what a load of self serving specious crap!

i called you and those endless fakes and retards on your page on it and lacking any real understanding or strength you just did what you could which was ban me !

majority

well jeff foster cracked and "deep acceptance" apparently excludes me and what i say, if you want to read the stuff he banned me for, it's here

it's always the same story, words are easy but actions somehow seem to be opposite :o)

an ultra violent  koan   : o )

a tree, a city of leaves rustling in the breeze

full version with  audio

lighting the transient world with it's stillness and clarity

when you get enlightened you'll never do zazen again, but you will never get enlightened so you will always be doing zazen : o)

sit  longer  you zen morons : o)

ok fred that's a good quote by dogen, one gets these glimpses to see that overall he had a good idea of what it was about : o )

don't get screwed up on lucid dreaming, it is to be avoided and can rewire the brain increasing insomnia : o)

“Awake/awakening and dreaming are from the beginning one suchness, the genuine reality. The buddha dharma, even if it were an analogy, is the genuine reality. As it is not an analogy, made king in the dream is the reality of the buddha dharma.”

my sorta re-translation/reply

awake and dreaming are from the beginning complete!

infinity is complete !

andrew being made 7th patriarch in a vision is reality!

one of my best pieces    kafka's sisters

reply to brad warners post since he won't let it appear on his blog

celibacy, mother teresa

brad warner, i think you have a mild form of huntingtons, my long comment

a sequence of posts on the  problems   with zazen and other matters i have been doing on  zafu  frog's blog

poor little masturbators on brad warners's new wanking zen  blog  , “big daddy” seems reluctant to post, even he gets repulsed by their crap?

maybe brad is worn out from all the sex at tassajara or has found unity with a pizza lunch?

or maybe the "brad warner complains to the seventh patriarch"   video  has got though his 7 inch thick   rinocherous  hide a bit

stay tuned...............

they need a new fresh post there brad from you to validate their discusting semen, it so sickens even them that need you to cover for them !

what you are doing one might well ask................................................................................

the real zen masters of old could reply to this sort of thing but the flakes these days just hide and ignore, whimpering into their borritos, pizzas and miso soup, thats why I SACKED THEM ALL !

leonard cohen has become  demented

absolute crap, suffering the usual zen/advaita delusions, lack of smarts about life , all the same problem, his accountant (a woman) ripped off his cash you know ;o)

at his  best

unfortutnately he was always into voynich, “suzanne”  is not meaningful  : o )

a  synthesized  awakening experience

the bottom line is can we embrace being hurt in an intelligent constructive way  : o )

this is of course beyond you lot  : o )

this is the real letting go of the self, not the spaced out blather of zen and advaita and the arrant nonsense of christianity

herman melville in  jerusalem

i was thinking that advaita, zen and religion generally were like melville's experience of jerusalem

all the gloss of a lot of history and the associations and stories in the bible, but the reality is an unattractive arid city with alot of stone, muggers and petty thieves ; O)

and
actually

the

heartless

brutality

if

you

can

see

it

:

o

)

the fifth noble truth is anyone who believes the four noble truths is so immersed in bullshit they don't know what the truth is !

:

o

)

the fifth noble truth is anyone who believes the four noble truths is so immersed in bullshit they don't know what truth is !

:

o

)

brad warner  complains  to the 7th patriarch

my retranslation of two sentences from dogen's bendowa

bhagavan

idiots !

solitude  AGAIN !

people pay $4000 for a weekend of obscuring crap and when it comes to the real thing, ie this blog they are too scared to comment if they even glance at what they get hurt by !

(ed. genpo merzel weekend retreat)

the modern 'spiritual' scene is just unbelievable, crap and flowery bullshit so thick you can swim in it dovetailed with personal unreality so high it's pyschotic !

it really amazes me what some of you guys think zen is about, some sort of zazen hypnosis to render the illusion of the suburban dream liveable !

what people spend money on !

can't believe it, is anyone in zen real and not the censoring fakes that it seems to be almost entirely composed of!

yes, adam tebbe has removed my reply, the one bit of useful advice he will ever get !

adam tebbe, the editor and owner of " sleeping  zen" is complaining of depression,

i have replied to him offering my usual helpful but unwanted advice, can't even be sure he will not flick it off and not let it up in the comments

well

my

reply

is

"yeah, all the usual ineffectual advice, you really have to look at effective dietary changes and supplementation as per my compendium and BCD diet

like abit of fish oil can help and some midday summer sun on the skin !

all written up in this  website

sweeping zen is itself a cause and a product of depression, i don't think you will understand that, but maybe oneday !"

job

brad warner is a fake, no wonder i sacked him : o)

deleted my tweet reply to him

he seems to be a bit sensitive to me being the 7th patriarch and him now without certification : o )

when you do art and i even include embroidery ; o )  you somehow leave the world of conventional meaning and in itself it's a better explanation of infinity than all the religious nonsense about god, buddha and the bleary advaita patter

i was thinking of making a "supreme wanker" award for the new hardcore zen blog, the three finalists are jinzang, ted and fred wih brad a lame 4th

it's a close finish, but TED is a clear winner : o )

fred is just a bit insane to be clearly only a supreme wanker

squash

buddha was a loan shark!

a retranslation of jesus son of sirach chapter 3 verse 25, one of my best : o )

fred

unbelievable that brad warner and mike cross have finally shown themselves sensitive to something

mike cross to my criticism of his shobogenzo translation with nishijima (he called me a "twat")

brad warner to my excommunication post and the shall we say the "personal hygiene" posts most recently on warners blog (he's not passed any posts in the last day or two)

what alot of crap zen is that these "accredited" heavies take so much in the way of criticism and in brad's case insult to make them take any notice !

in brad's case the comments section has been costing him book and audio sales through alienating the usual morons which make up the vast majority of potential buyers

brad warner excommunicated

my problem with posting in the hardcore zen blog is basically i post in good faith and it's not recieved in good faith

it's very damaging to ones self to be in a situation like that

what works is just to read it and not post on it :o )

awww........ my first koan!

flowers in the mountain!

tar pit

morons pulling themselves

buddha versus basho

alcoholics chasing chromium

your blog is now invitation only crookedteef? you can be an alcoholic without criticism?

joe satriani

the moronic  masses

stories

“thirty-seven conditions contributing to bodhisattva practice ” no. 29

hakuin

christianty  copied  from ancient egyptian religion

harry when you finish writing a sentence you should be ahead of where you started, not behind

that

is

the

problem !

you can't take a basic like assuming buddha existed historically when he didn't

you

will

never

get

anywhere !

you will notice dogen uses "buddha" metaphorically and not historically !

intellectualize

dogen  masturbating !

“between the dull and the sharp-witted there is no distinction ”

well that's not true, dogen for sure was dull witted because despite being a monk and having heaps of time he didn't start to "get it" until the end of his life !

whereas  akahito  and basho always got it

god, i hate this quote

Dogen said: "To study the way is to study the self. To study the self is to forget the self"

usual flaky translation and bullshit

my version

"inquiring into the nature of reality is to unpin yourself"

the tempest

what has this to do with zen?

that's for you to figure out !

it's absolutely instrumentally involved !

zazen = stroking

blood clotting and zazen

yeah mice with the lion masks ! f a k e f a k e f a k e

too

scared

to

deal

with

a

real

lion

huh ! ?

being present is no more an answer than being not !

zen teaching, a remainder of the life time volunteer effort for what

misguide another generation?

does

it

matter

no

.

.

.

mice

subservience to dogen

adam tebbe

pilate

brad warner

hey dogen knows about patriarch to patriarch transmission like i got !

shiso

braco

dumbbells

fred

george bowman

this is a link to a post i made on an advaita board discussing the impact that watching trash compared to quality has (the owner watched "hannah"!)

it's the difference between being real and playing, you can see brad warner is "playing", his music and viewing tastes border on the mentally retarded, he even picks teachers to criticise in the same vein

the more i learn about circulation, especially about the difficulties with venous pooling below the knee the less i like zazen

infinity or buddha is not going to be constrained by position or movement or non movement or a concept such as meditation !

zazen is an act of disbelief and anesthetization !

fred

mike nesmith

brad warner

karl renz  depression (18.10)  is more real than happiness !

honestly what have beads and banging a stupid bowl got to do with  anything 

you are challenged to appear here jun po posei

you are typical of why i deregistered all except three zen teachers !

dogen history

a fairly comprehensive critique of advaita scattered throughout this page (and the previous four)

any person criticized or feels the need to defend the unrestrained wanking of zen and advaita is free to engage here, as i have said before, they/you will be treated fairly, but the cringing yellow bellies are so gutless as to be afraid to show their faces !

paul lowe

vision of the sixth patriarch at tullah

plus a BIG table of new homilies just above, a fair portion relating to our strahan trip

including homilies by eileen who has a better speaking voice than me !

one many things flow v2

one of my best !

carapeto/nishijima

god what a crap artist, snowkitten from the safety of batgap with the schizophrenic rick as overlord !

he must eat his own spew to be like this:

"snowleopard on February 2, 2012 at 7:12 am said:
“Ahh, I see his post was removed” ~ Iam You

Alas, apparently not the suffering and torment. As painful as it is to watch, it perhaps speaks to the point about how someone can come to a site like this, which abounds in and expounds various teachings, practices, ideas and well-intentioned advice about how to relieve suffering, or at least find some equanimity, or peace of mind, and yet it is apparently lost on those who see only the reflection of some inner conflict and angst. Yet another example of how often it seems that one must be brought to the knees in utter surrender, self-doubt, despair and exhaustion, before any insight can begin to fill the void. At which point, the rest just naturally falls into place.

Peace to Andrew"

brought to one's knees in self cock sucking more like you mangy turd !

some-one with some sense called or calling themselves helen posted some sense on the swami premodaya thread

"Fools gonna fool

themselves and other fools"

very elegant : o )

in case any of you  batgap  flakes want to  read  what rick deleted today (thurs here, wed night to you)

i will point out and it's the same problem with hardcore zen, at some point they censor because they can't handle what infinity obviously can

in short they are COMPLETE FUCKING FRAUDS

none dared post here yet have they?

mark pagel

melancholia

celibacy

solitude

spaced out mooji/advaita  wanker

mysterion

light relief

suckers

shaolin

message for brad warner

patriarchy

the trouble with zazen is the people who do it all become rigid idiots

zafu frog has removed all my posts from his blog

the history!

sands

leonard  cohen  on “holy men”    5:07  to 6:57

another cohen

bit ambivalent about zazen but some advice

advaita speak : o )

meditation, if you are sitting or staying in the same position for long or even medium periods of time it's not safe from a cardiovascular viewpoint !

more advaita teacher critique